Sunday, March 31, 2013

Change is good.

Or so they say. If it's good, then this week should have been great; family emergency, change in living situation, change in friendships. The fact I've kept my sanity is amazing to me. Typically, I would have shut down by now. Pushed everyone away and become a recluse. I refuse to let the old me creep out. I'm learning that change is not always a bad thing. Family emergencies, well.. They are so far out of our control. Adding stress to it would only make it more difficult to deal with. And the sad fact of life is people leave. That's their choice and their right. I can hold my head high, know I tried my hardest and let them go. But the feeling of being taken for granted of is a horrible one. One day at a time and this will all get easier. I'll be damned if I let this pull me down.

- Red

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